Dissapointed

Dissapointed and
Disillusioned I'm
Dissassembling my world

Disenchanted I've
lost my hyperdrive
Lost my reason  to thrive

She kept the children
and locked her heart away
mocking our marriage and vows

So I'm dissapointed and
Disillusioned
and wondering what I should do now?


No philosophy
books or therapy
seemed to answer our prayers
She's not spiritual
only fear-ful
and unwilling to change

No rhyme nor reason now
seems to speak to her
There's no-one who'll intervene

There's just total madness
and hardened sadness
that traps our kids in-between


Lost and lonely now
I'll get by somehow
Like in earlier days

But there are other worlds
Lit by sanity
God please show us the way

A better future
that's free of anger
is waiting for us to engage

If we'd find enchantment
again
throw illusions
away
make appointments
to work things out
and  say

No more
disappointments
will rule us again.